It's nearly Christmas 2018 and how life is passing me by so quick. 5 years have passed since you were here in my life. It's always around this time of the year I wish you were here. Christmas is such a happy part of the year which I enjoy greatly. But I miss sending you a card, buying you presents, spending Christmas together, helping with cooking dinner, pigging out on the sofa watching TV while drinking a glass of wine. Charlie curled up on someones lap or the floor. Will think of you again this Christmas. x